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29.09.2026 Hi, my name is Avante-Garden. I am a 20 soon to be 21 year old person from central europe. I am infact employed even tho to some it may seem impossible. I am big into music, videogames and movies. I have my favorites when it comes to each, but I do generally like most stuff. Its quite fair to say that i am a big fan of just liking stuff in general, i rarely hate on anything tbf. When it comes to games i have the most hours spent on Terraria. I would call it my favorite game of all time, and i will die on the hill that its not just "2D Minecraft". I also like playing Valorant, Hypixel Skyblock and i recently picked back up Hearts of Iron 4. Another big part of my online experience is movies and tv shows, including anime ofc. The last thing i watched while writing this the Bruce Willis movie The Fifth Element, it was a really fun watch and idc its just my headcannon, LeeLoo is transfem. And the last part i already mentioned is music. I Love music, all kinds of it. Today for example i spent almost 9 hours on a genre tierlist. Really didnt have anything better to do lmao. My favorite band is probably Car Seat Headrest as they are just the perfect music for my ears. I do like Slacker Rock as a whole, my other fav genres are Midwest Emo, Soft Rock, Digital Hardcore and Dariacore. I also MAKE music, thats right, really mid cheap lame breakcore sewerslvt wannabe music. Tbf its kinda more of my vent art but if people actually like my stuff it does make me really happy. Maybe one day ill actually get to try out making music with vocals. I did try to use UTAU Kasane Teto but had an aneurysm trying to make the program work. Anyway, ill probably post some random album reviews here.

29.09.2026 Pt.2 Hi, i quit my job today! I found another place that will pay me an actual livable wage. Im kinda getting my shit together since i failed school. But i believe that I can do it. I also had a football match yesterday. We lost 3-5 because the referee was quite an ass and gave them so much levarage, like they were given 3 damn penalties for the softest tackles istg. Today at work was quite fun, i think it was mostly because I knew i wont come back there ever. I was listening to Theme from New York by Frank Sinatra on my way home and i gotta say the song is so good in that specific situation. I feel pretty tired tho. I wanted to clean my room today but honestly i just dont have any energy to do anything besides just rotting at my computer again.

30.09.2026 Hi, I made a song today! Felt kinda sad about just everything lately, and i decided to go back to my vent art and make a song. I dont think its anything extra or by any means good but at least i can feel a little proud for something i did and not more shame for stuff i didnt do. I also had my football practice today. It was pretty nice, our team won in the 5-a-side we played. I wanted to make myself a protein shake before the practice but we ran out of milk so i was forced to substitute the milk with water, and it was absolutely disgusting. For some reason tho i felt less tired so i guess it works better? Anyway i didnt do much else today, woke up at like 3:30pm because i just didnt want to get out of bed. Man i need to fix my sleep schedule because i have no idea how im gonna do actual work with this. Anyway tomorrow im going to officially sign my contract release so i will have to get up early and go to the most melancholic sad looking town ive been to. Its like there isnt sunny there at all, everytime i went there it was raining, cloudy and cold.

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